The experience of undergoing surgery can be a daunting and overwhelming one, particularly when it comes unexpectedly. This is certainly true when it comes to my experience. I found myself facing surgery for a partial small bowel obstruction and ileocecal intussusception after undergoing a colonoscopy. Although we worked hard with my doctor to avoid the need for surgery by changing my diet and medication, I ultimately found myself needing to take this drastic step.
Going into the surgery, I was understandably fraught with a range of emotions. I felt like a failure for not having followed my diet properly and blamed myself for the situation that I now found myself in. I struggled greatly in the month leading up to the surgery to present a strong face to my family, even as I cried alone and struggled to come to terms with what was happening.
Despite this, I was able to take some solace in the knowledge that I was receiving the very best care available. I was treated by a team of skilled and compassionate surgeons and nurses who were supportive every step of the way. Even during the moments leading up to the operation, I was able to remain calm and focused, making jokes to ease the tension in the room.
I was unconscious during the surgery itself. However, I was able to piece together some details afterwards from the operation room note. I received resection and anastomosis via laparoscopic surgery, which took a total of three hours.
After the surgery was completed, I struggled with a range of physical and emotional challenges. I needed to sleep but woke frequently and suffered from bouts of vomiting. In the middle of the night, I found that I was unable to cope with the discomfort any longer and reached out to the nursing staff for support.
I have improved with medication, day by day as the pain goes away. The wound has healed. I am eating well—over time, not the day after surgery of course. Now one month after surgery, I am mentally and physically well and able to return to work.
All in all, my experience serves as a powerful reminder of the importance of persistence and resilience in the face of medical challenges. Although the road to recovery may be long and difficult, with the right support and care it is possible to emerge from even the most daunting situations stronger and more resilient.