Growing Pains: IBD Lessons Learned from the COVID-19 Pandemic

In March 2020, the COVID-19 pandemic turned the world upside-down as we knew it -- that, in and of itself, is already the understatement of the year. Disability activist Alice Wong spoke of how the nation’s need for ventilators in hospitals directly conflicted with her needs as a disabled patient; Tiffany Yu, founder of Diversability, used her platform to raise awareness of transparent masks for easy lipreading access. Already, at-risk patients suffered from a lack of attention and space, only for this to be exacerbated by a public health crisis. 

However, the pandemic also offered a chance for those with disabilities, and specifically IBD, to rethink our routines and lives. For example, in my own experience with Crohn’s disease, I’ve found that staying at home during the school semester had me re-thinking all my prior decisions in my relationship with food. It was, in fact, possible to regulate my diet and work in my medications without compromising my education -- the flexibility of virtual classes in university had opened up a new way of life for myself, one where I could sneak off to the bathroom during lecture without worrying about missing key points or bumping into desks. 

Living with Crohn’s, it often feels as though my time is not my own. This phenomenon of constantly running on other people’s schedules is not exactly unique to Crohn’s or IBD as a whole -- in fact, it refers to a concept known as ‘crip time,’ in which society and its timetables ought to bend to meet the needs of disabled bodies and minds. It’s a community-inspired term that essentially encourages us all to work on our own time, taking up space as necessary to meet our individual body and mind’s requisites. 

Whether it’s knowing where the nearest bathroom is, or having accommodations to turn the Zoom camera off, accessibility is an essential cornerstone of working with IBD. As a college student, I’ve found that communication with professors and administrators has become easier in a virtual setting, allowing for flexible office hours and minimal commute to buildings. In all workplaces, key lessons should be taken and continuously applied from the pandemic, particularly in regards to accessibility for disabled folks. 

With this being said, a major caveat is that we as a society are almost always ‘plugged in’ or online -- being available on Zoom has made it near impossible to draw the (much-needed) line between home and the office, allowing professionals to work around the clock. As the world shifts back to a new state of burgeoning normalcy, may we all remember the importance of accommodating disabled folks in the workplace, in-person and virtually. 

For those with IBD or any chronic illness, it is of the utmost importance that we too learn where to place boundaries in our work lives, prioritizing our physical and mental health above all. 

Pandemic, Lockdown, Isolation and Chronic Illness

It has been almost a year now and we are still in the middle of a pandemic waiting for our lives to return to normal. However, reality may never be the same again. 

So much has changed, but it seems like nothing and it makes it difficult to feel the comfort of real security.

My return - and the return of many other patients with chronic conditions- to normality may be further away than most of you. But I know that all this is equally difficult for all of us. 

They say that only the elderly and people with underlying diseases are at risk. The vulnerable population. 

But what happens when you are the vulnerable? 

I belong to those who they call vulnerable. I never hid my illness nor was I afraid of the stigma. 

I look young and healthy, but I’m not! 

I’m immunosuppressed, which makes me vulnerable to any kind of infection. 

We have been in lockdown for months. This is certainly not easy, nor is isolation.

I understand that it is difficult to change your daily life, but do you know how many times we, the vulnerable, have changed our daily lives not because we wanted to, but because our health imposed it?

How many times have we canceled a plan at the last minute, favorite foods we stopped eating, parties we missed and much more?

For those of us who are vulnerable, it is not so foreign to stay home, since we have spent long stays in our home and before COVID-19. 

I am in quarantine for a long time. It is not easy, it dissolves your mood, your body. Staying home is unbearable for everyone. 

Isolation, despair. 

And it is now that we are all looking for ways to balance our security with our contact with the world. 

All of this is not so foreign to me. I have some chronic illnesses that require me every day to choose what to do and what not to do. Even before the pandemic, I was very careful, evaluating what was safe to do and what was not. 

I do not understand big differences in my own life now with quarantine; that I am not allowed to be touched, that I can not go to the hospital and maybe two or three more things.

And recently I made a finding that has a lot in common with today's reality. 

I realized that my illnesses will never leave me, while a cure seems like a distant dream for now. 

Yes, I can take steps to improve every day, but what I thought as “normal” in previous years may never come again. For many years I waited for the cure to continue my life. Now that I accepted that I would carry my diseases with me, I gained freedom. My goal now is not to be cured, but to live better. 

So as I realized that it is not realistic to wait for the cure to live, so is the pause we have entered because of COVID-19 until our life is “normal” again. 

And this is the real challenge: how to move on and stop waiting to get back to normal.

Stay safe! 

Advocating for the Specialized Care You Need: Reflections on Mount Sinai’s IBD Clinic

Recently, I’ve started receiving care from the Susan and Leonard Feinstein Inflammatory Bowel Disease Clinical Center at Mount Sinai. This was my first time visiting an IBD-specific clinic, ever. Prior to visiting Mount Sinai, I was lucky if there was a gastroenterologist or a colorectal specialist on call at my local hospital. 

On my most recent visit to the IBD Clinic for a post-operation appointment, I thought I’d reflect on what made this center so special, especially during the COVID-19 era. 

Post-surgery for an internal fistula -- feeling better already!

In light of the pandemic, the process for being admitted and seen (at any hospital!) has been streamlined into a tighter and safer protocol. With hand sanitizer stops at nearly every corner, I noticed that Mount Sinai took a heightened level of precaution than any other facility I had been in. Every doctor, nurse, and staff member had a face shield in addition to their masks, with some going as far as to don Bouffant caps.

Beyond the COVID-19 precautions, however, I would like to speak to the deeper and more important differences at this clinic -- the unspoken sense of solidarity between both patients and doctors alike. To have an entire facility devoted to this condition, a chronic illness shared by millions of Americans nationwide, means that there is a lack of cause to explain yourself. Everyone in the room is deeply familiar with the forms of IBD, along with all the embarrassing and critical details that few others are willing to talk about in their entirety. 

The waiting room at the Mount Sinai IBD Center is all socially distanced!

This plaque, hung on the entryway of the floorwide clinic, is perhaps one of my favorite parts of the IBD Center. It’s a reminder of how fortunate we are, as young adults with IBD, to be treated in a time where our condition has been identified and researched, nevertheless with a name and prognosis. It is a strange feeling, indeed, to know that the work and medical achievements of this doctor (and his name!) has forever changed my life. 

A plaque memorializing Dr. Burrill Crohn at the Mount Sinai IBD Center.

Of course, I would be remiss not to acknowledge how incredibly fortunate I am to live in the vicinity of this clinic. To have access to such a clinic with a focus on IBD in and of itself is a privilege, one that many Americans and patients are not so lucky to receive. I’m duly compelled, however, to point out how lacking our healthcare system is, especially for those suffering with chronic illnesses. As someone who was diagnosed with Crohn’s disease in the summer of 2020, a time when the SARS-CoV-2 virus revealed the greatest inequities and vast underpreparedness of American healthcare, I’ve come to meet, learn about, and further appreciate the frontline and essential workers, who are simply making the most of what they’ve got. 

Although it took me months to find the right team of doctors and healthcare professionals, I learned that it was alright, and at times, even necessary, for me to ask for more specialized degrees of care. An important lesson in my brief yet transformative journey with IBD: don’t be afraid to advocate for the specialized care that you need. 

What have you experienced as an IBD patient because of the pandemic?

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Today the Crohn’s and Colitis Young Adult Fellows joined together to share what they’ve experienced as an IBD patient during this global pandemic. So we asked our fellows how they have been affected by the pandemic as IBD patients and this is what they want to tell you!

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“Thankfully, I’ve not had too many problems during the pandemic. My IBD is relatively well controlled at the moment, but I still fall in the group of people in England who are strongly recommended to stay at home, because I am immunosuppressed. Therefore, I haven’t taken any chances. I was able to get my medications delivered to the house, and I now have weekly food deliveries too - though trying to get a slot is harder than you think! My regular follow-up appointments at the hospital have been cancelled until further notice, but I am doing okay at the moment so there’s no need for their input. I have the IBD helpline and email address should I need them - but hopefully not! The only other problem I’ve had is arranging for my three-monthly vitamin B12 injection, which I’ve had for around 10 years due to malabsorption. My surgery has deemed this ‘non-essential’, and are only injecting those with consistently low levels. Clearly, I don’t fall in that category, because I’ve been on regular treatment for so long. They have suggested oral supplements which I would need to buy myself, but the problem of malabsorption - so the supplements are unlikely to be of any benefit.”

Simon Stones

“Though I am not on any immunosuppressive medication, I have felt heightened awareness of the fact that I have an autoimmune disease and an overactive immune system in general. When I realized how serious the pandemic was, my anxiety spiked not only because of the reality that was to come but regarding how many people dismissed the repercussions of proper, careful social distancing or #stayinghome. I was lucky that I was able to communicate with my GI provider and get refills of medications I use during flares and on a regular basis without having a last-minute visit. I only leave my house for essential needs such as groceries (once per week max), prescriptions or to get out of the house to exercise so I can regroup physically and mentally.”

Rachael Whittemore

“As someone who is immunosuppressed, I have been experiencing heightened anxiety because of the pandemic. I have been fortunate to work from home and have the privilege of having family nearby that can transport my groceries to me, but that being said, I still feel the fear and frustration upon seeing the news every day and knowing that there are many people who are not taking this as seriously as I feel they should. I began isolating before the quarantine was in full swing, because of my compromised immune system, and have only been in public to go to the pharmacy drive-in (while wearing a mask of course!). I am trying to channel my anxiety into healthy outlets, such as my art, to avoid prompting a stress-induced flare. All I feel that I can do at this time is stay at home.”

Lucy Laube

“As someone with IBD who’s living in a developing country, the major challenges stem from the lack of robust health infrastructure. Thankfully, I’m not in a flare and neither am I on any medication. However, I do have an ileostomy which requires constant maintenance. I have been facing difficulties in acquiring bags and other components of my ostomy. Luckily, I was able to procure a small amount of these components before the lockdown, but at an inflated rate. I’m also having difficulties procuring basic things like cotton and micropore tape. This keeps me in a constant state of anxiety. I am constantly checking apps to see if I can get the essentials at reasonable rates. Additionally, there is no easy access to any form of basic healthcare in case of an emergency, and that makes me nervous.”

Nikhil Jayswal

“To already live in a body and in a life that inherently holds so much unknown and vulnerability when it comes to my health, and to have that sense of uncertainty that constantly exists within myself now amplified throughout the world, to have that unknown intensified to this extent, has brought even more challenges and emotions to the surface. It feels like the unpredictability that comes with living life with a chronic illness has multiplied tenfold. I am immunosuppressed, and the only time I have gone anywhere except for my house or my backyard was to get blood work taken to check on my levels. While every precaution was taken in doing so, and it is a privilege to have such access, it was still an anxiety-ridden experience. I am incredibly grateful that I am not currently flaring and that I have the ability to be in contact with my GI provider through telehealth services, but I think it’s important for people to realize that IBD doesn’t just “stop” or “slow down” during a pandemic.”

Rachel Straining

“As someone who is immmunocompromised due to the medications I am on, I am always cautious of when I go out and am in large groups of people. With the pandemic, this caution has increased tenfold. I am fortunate enough to be staying with my parents right now. They go grocery shopping so that I do not have to go to the stores. I limit the number of places I have to go. When I do go out, I wear masks and gloves. I come home and immediately put my clothes in the washer and take a shower. I sanitize everything that I buy. When I’ve had to go for my infusions, I have to go through multiple check points to ensure I do not have the virus. All of my doctor appointments have been virtual. Although my health is not perfect right now, I am thankful to not be flaring like I was at this point last year, as I was in the ER every couple weeks. While the rest of the world seems to want to jump into reopening, I get anxious thinking about the ramifications of opening too soon. I cannot control how anyone else responds to this and who follows quarantine and who does not. But I can continue to do my part and stay at home.”

Samantha Rzany

“When you live with a chronic illness, you’re often forced to make compromises for your health. You have to take on a second job as the captain of your health. Since the pandemic began, navigating the healthcare system has become more difficult and uncertain. Chaos is a part of any illness that remits and flares, but when chaos is the defining state of the global world, it can cause undue stress. Personally, I’ve had to postpone doctor’s appointments, and alter my treatment plan to cope with our new reality. It’s been difficult to choose not to participate in activities I enjoy doing, like socializing with friends, but I know that I have to make sacrifices to protect my health and the lives of others. While I cannot eliminate all risk, I am trying to minimize my stress and focus on what I can control. I am taking precautions, such as wearing a mask, and going out for only essential needs. The entire experience of the past few months has brought health to the forefront of the public’s attention. I am hopeful that it will improve the public discourse on chronic illness, and lead to more resources in the health sphere. After all, public health is a collaborative effort, and not an individualistic one.”

Grady Stewart

As someone who is immunocomproised, I carry around the stress of potential sickness anxiety with me. Before the pandemic, I have always been transparent with people in my life about my need for them to stay clear of me if they are not feeling well . This advocacy that I was working on getting good at is now amplified x3. My remicade appointments have carried on, first I couldn’t bring anyone now I am allowed to and it’s back to normal. I feel isolated and lonely but thankful for my roommates who keep me company and my cousin who drives me to the grocery store. For me, it has been a major trigger to have the topic of conversation constantly be of health and healthcare. My hope is that this will bring a new normal. That together we can collectively make workplaces schools etc more accessible for all and that there is now a general awareness and understanding for the immunocompromised community.

Amy Weider

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Confined with Crohn’s

By Simon Stones

Like millions of people around the world, I am doing my bit to control the COVID-19 pandemic, as well as my own health, by staying at home. What seems like torture for many is actually a relief for me – even though I may be getting a bit fed up of being forced to stay in after a few months.  

Having followed posts on social media over the last few weeks as more and more countries have imposed ‘lockdown’ measures, I’ve grown increasingly concerned for people’s physical and mental health – having quite literally seen people breakdown and unable to cope after a matter of days cooped up in their homes. For some, they’ve never had to experience being forced to do something they don’t instinctively want to do. For others, it reignites the memories of past traumas when they were forced to stay at home – perhaps during their diagnosis of IBD. But finally, for some, home isn’t the safe place that it is for many of us, and we need to recognise that and try to support those individuals as much as possible.

During these unprecedented times, we’ll experience a whole raft of emotions – fear, anxiety, anger and frustration being right up there at the top. However, being the optimist that I am, I think there’s going to be an awful lot of things which society will learn from this pandemic as a whole – and even more things which we’re going to learn as individuals, which will make us re-evaluate our lives and actions – hopefully for the better.

Nobody likes being told that they need to do something – it goes against our instinctive behaviour to be social and independent. However, it’s for our own good. As somebody taking biological immunosuppressive treatment to manage my Crohn’s disease and arthritis, I know that I am at an increased risk of complications if I was to contract the coronavirus. If I have no contact with people, then I’m dramatically decreasing my risk of contracting the virus – as well as limiting my need to rely on healthcare services which are going to be stretched beyond limit in the coming weeks and months. To be fair, being at home has not bothered me one bit – I’m quite enjoying it! I have had PLENTY of opportunities to be used to this though. Throughout my childhood, I was forced to spend more time at home because of ill health, and in recent years, I’ve had no choice but to stay at home more to look after my mum. These experiences have fortunately taught me a few lessons for life. Aside from feeling happy and safe at home, my experiences have taught me to be comfortable with my own company – something which many people struggle with. They’ve also taught me to appreciate what really matters in life – your health and your loved ones, which more and more people are slowly starting to appreciate. 

While I’m coping really well, I appreciate and empathise with others who are struggling – which is nothing to be ashamed of. It’s at times like this when everyone is reminded that we’ve got to look out for each other. My door (metaphorical of course at the moment!) is always open, for people who want to chat, rant, scream, cry or sing – so please reach out to me if you just need to talk. I also thought this could be an opportunity for me to share some things which work for me while staying at home. They may not work for you, but it may be worth giving them a try!

Routine or no routine – that is the question

Some people love routine and structure to their days; others much prefer randomness! There is no right or wrong answer – you’ve just got to find what works for you. Despite being particular on a lot of things in life, I’m one of those who I guess ‘sits on the fence’ with this one. My working week tends to follow some kind of pattern, though I’ve learned to keep things fairly flexible, to fit around me. Some days, I really don’t feel like doing much, so I’ll take it easy. Other days, I’m on it from the get-go, and will fit in tons of things. The most important thing to remember is find what works for you!

Finding your activity regime

Keeping active has never been more important! Here in the UK, people are allowed to go outdoors for one form of physical activity per day. I’ve decided to not go beyond my house, for obvious reasons, and so I’ve dedicated time every single morning to finally get back into yoga – which I’m absolutely loving after nearly three weeks of practice now. It has taken the current situation to force me into practicing something until it becomes a habit – and I certainly feel better for it now. Yoga is one of those forms of activity which is great for those of us with joint problems, since you can do as much or as little as you want! I’ve been using the Down Dog app, which has a guided instructor taking you through things. Not only does my body feel better for doing it, but my mind is also feeling clearer. It has forced me to slow down, focus on myself, and ‘be’ in the present. Yoga may not be your thing, so find something that is – at least give something a try, and if it’s not for you, move on to the next!

A dedicated space to work

Having a dedicated space to work is really important. I have my computer set up on a desk in my bedroom, with the correct set up for my posture. There’s also plenty of space for the textbooks, papers and other materials to be alongside. It helps for you to have somewhere to go where you can focus solely on what you’re trying to do, which also works when you want to leave your work alone and think about something totally different!

That being said, variety is also important, especially when you’re sat in the same spot, looking at the same screen (and the same wall behind it for me) more or less every day. So, I’ve agreed with myself to use my desk as the place where I’ll write my PhD thesis. For everything else, such as dealing with other emails, charity work, and other computer tasks, I’ll use my laptop at different places in the house. Sometimes it’s on the bed, or at the dining table, or sat on the sofa, or even in the garden! These aren’t ideal places to be, especially for your posture, but it’s sometimes nice to have a change of scenery.

Keep yourself fed and hydrated

While some people may find that they eat and eat and eat while they’re at home all the time, I’m actually the exact opposite! Especially when I am working, I often slip into the habit of doing ‘just a bit more’… and before I know it, it’s 4pm and I’ve still not had any lunch – which is no good! So, I’m really disciplined with myself now and ensure that I always set time, away from the computer, to have breakfast, lunch and dinner. Making sure you keep yourself hydrated is also really important – which may mean cutting back on the coffees! I’ve switched everything to decaf now so I can enjoy a cuppa without making myself more dehydrated. I’ve also been tracking my fluid intake on my Fitbit app (as well as calorie intake) which does force you to keep up with what you should take each day.

Take breaks, and don’t feel guilty

This is a big one! You may feel under pressure to be working every hour while working at home – but that really doesn’t work. I tend to break my day up with breaks here and there – sometimes it may just be going to the kitchen to get something to eat or drink, but sometimes it could be 30 minutes or an hour spent watching some TV, or reading, or listening to some music. Whatever it is, make sure you do it! You’ll find you work so much better during short, focused periods of time, when your mind can be on the task you’re working on.

Stay connected with others, as much or as little as you want

It’s really important to stay connected with loved ones, acquaintances and colleagues, especially at times like this. I often speak with family members and mum’s friends several times a week over the phone, just like I chat to our neighbour over the fence when we’re both near the side door. Friends tend to message and video call, which is always nice. We have to look out for each other. It’s also fine to sometimes switch off from the outside – we need that too. I sometimes ignore phone calls during the day, especially when I’m busy working. Keeping connected is important, but I also have to work at the same time, so multiple interruptions each day for an hour phone call at a time isn’t always helpful! Don’t feel guilty – I usually drop them a message to say I’ll call them later, unless something is wrong!

Making the best of a bad situation

Nobody would wish for what’s happening to the world right now – but sadly, a lot of it is out of our control. The control we have is to follow guidance, stay at home, limit our contact with others, and ensure we act responsibly when it comes to shopping and using healthcare services. What we can control is our thoughts and actions. It’s not easy by any means, but it is possible. How can you make the best of a bad situation? What can you now do that you’ve been putting off for ages? How can you use this time wisely to focus on yourself and your loved ones? These are all things that are in our control. Whether you take some time to slow down, or pick up a new hobby, or even plan for the things you’re going to do when the world comes out of hibernation – they’re all things that can help to pass the time. Never let the things you can’t do stop you from doing the things you can do!

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Please reach out to local/national groups and associations for help and support, even if it is just somebody to talk to. People are ready and waiting to offer a listening ear. Don’t forget to check for up-to-date information from your national Government or public health authority during the COVID-19 pandemic. Stay safe, stay healthy, and stay positive!